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NEIDAN is not for sissies! From: wendy
Subject: General
Date/Time 2010-04-30 11:54:17
Remote IP: 24.36.205.50
MessageI am not sure if your comment is meant in general or to me in specific.
I will go for the general one, as I do not consider myself a sissie - contrary.
My postings are outthere to shed a light on experiences that are warned for, for stories that are heard or read about, to make a point that it is REAL.
I had many deep experiences with meditations, some were awesome or even frightening but all were part of a certain knowledge or a certain framework, they were deep but there was a sense of some understanding.
Those three I mention, I had no framework at all, especially the last 2, and there was no understanding in my mental and emotional concepts. None.
Entering complete different dimensions, with complete different operating laws of 'life'. There is nothing I can use as an earthly metaphor that might shed a light on that.
The body with all its operating systems is zapped into a time/space machine and finds itself in a dimension that makes NO SENSE. Or I should say that dimension entered my body, so I became that dimension that made NO SENSE. That what I called ME made no sense anymore.
What you did not learn you can not understand, what you did not experience you can not know. I was an absolute novice, green as grass.
I remember with one I used movements of my arms as a language to express, my spine was contracted like a bow because of all the high energy running through it. I was talking with movements of my arms until Michael asked me to 'translate' it into human speach. I understood then that the movements of chi kung are a language, using the right movements you tap into a complete different world and you can communicate with it through it. After it I was even frightened to use chi kung movements, it took me time to do chi kung movements again.
AND I am still very very respectful/careful using it. My spontaneous movements are a communication to that Field.
Anyways it would take pages full to explain details of it.
The thing is that I move through those dimensions now in and out, as stepping into my car. By giving it a framework, an understanding, I can move through it without being overwhelmed or shocked by it, it is integrated in my being.
I am still dealing with the memory of it, as said before it leaves scars but is it not from those scars we become fuller and richer people?
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