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The Immortals: a true storyFrom: wendy
Subject: General
Date/Time 2009-05-03 10:02:47
Remote IP: 84.197.162.143
MessageThis one is for you Steven:
The immortal and the future events all happened in a yin fase after Nei Gong practice. The mind was empty, still and open. In my deepest empty states the deepest events happened, because of that it took me a long time again before 'daring' to empty my mind out of 'fear' that something would happen.
That is why empty mind practice is not to be taken lightly and needs some serious grounding practice.
Anyways... the story...
Michaels teaching in a full class room, sitting on a chair in a circle, in the yin practice after doing Nei Gong, I was empty and in complete inner silence.
I felt a presence behind me, first at the outer border of my body, skin touch, a clear feeling of a body behind me. I was shocked to feel someone so close and wondered if this was someone from the class, it was not. Everyone was sitting in silence. The 'person' nestled himself even closer in my body, like he was entering in the back of my body, putting his hands on my breasts which almost made me jump off the chair. But I settled with it and allowed him to do this.
Then an internal conversation started. At some point he asked if I wanted the power: his voice was clear saying: 'Do you want the power?' Knowing though that dealing with entities who offer you something... they want something, so I did not bite and kept silent. Yet the energy started to rise in my body as he moved deeper in my body, which made me breath more deeply to handle it. He asked again and I did not respond because I had no clue what he would do or offer and what the price of that 'gift' would be.
He asked the last time and I knew this was the final offer, a sort of take or leave it feeling came over me. I was in doubt yet my intuition and interest told me I could go for it and I answered YES.
The moment I agreed he entered in me fully, meaning his penis entered me, his hands on my breasts and there was 'love making' on the chair in a full class room. A part of me was in shock and I was sure everyone could see this, but looking around, everyone was in their own silence.
I was in shock because this was his 'gift'? The power he offered? Having sex?
Only much later the understanding of this gift started to make sense.
He did gave me full understanding/feeling of spiritual sexual intercouse and yang energy, something I was dealing with and have been dealing with since.
At that time though my body was in shock, at the dinner table I hardly could hear or see the people around me, he was still in me and I could not handle the world in a normal way. I remember though that Michael was sitting at my table and that he put his foot on my feet to ground myself, but at the same time it also grounded the immortal deeper in my body, because by then it felt like it was about to leave because of my inability to hold that much energy in my undeveloped body.
Not able to eat and being off the world, I have been put on a couch.
Later on Michael started to ask questions to him and I answered them, yet confused about the images and things I saw before my inner eye.
Because meanwhile the immortal started to paint on my body. With black ink he put signs all over my body ( energetically of course) like tattoos he covered the whole of my body, saying this was protection for the future... little did I know about what was about to come later.
So my attention was partly with Michael and his questions, another part was totally soaked in what the immortal was doing to my body.
As a sort of final act he put an energy token in my thymus gland, again to protect me for the future events.
He put the same token in Michaels chest.
He worked on the liver of another person, Peter, present. I remember him sobbing and crying hard when 'we' worked on his liver while he was sitting next to me on the couch. A couple of weeks later this person decided to change his life and leave the center where he was working for the last several years.
Another person, who I considered to be a friend and was also present in the room, got nothing from the immortal. I felt that person could not receive any 'gifts' because his mind was not open for this energy. He looked with unbelieve and had no trust in the process and so he did not receive. Some years later he expressed his distrust he felt during the event and still could not believe it.
On a question why he came to me in particular, he said I was once his wife and that he came to protect me for the future and to give me strength (power) to fulfill my path in this life. I never ever gave it any thought any more after that, until last night talking with my lover Chris about this.
I do have a strong inner sense of where I am going but I also give myself a lot time to grow into it, as well, I am dealing with my normal life things, like raising three teenage daughters. They know little about my 'other' life and I like to keep it that way. I know though that when they will have their own lives, my life will change and I will walk my 'other' path fully.
For that reason I divorced and find myself in a deep relationship with Chris (Voice on this forum) who is able to understand and walk with me this 'other' path.
I needed a partner who is open and able to be surrounded by immortal beings.
You can ask him how it feels to him.
- The Immortals: a true story: (759) wendy (821) - (Training Log) - 2009-05-03 10:02 am
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