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It was me.... From: wendy
Subject: General
Date/Time 2009-04-08 11:28:20
Remote IP: 84.197.170.51
MessageI do speak from my own experience, since I have been the person cheating on my husband. So I know very well what it is doing for your soul and heart. It is turning it into a hell inside, at least if you connect with that deeper part. I was cut off from spiritual growth because I was living a lie, I hurt a person and I was hurting myself. I was living in inner darkness, lost, and I felt that if I had to die with this lie inside I was condemned to wander in my own hell. THAT made me realize how TRUTH and HONESTY is the only right path.
It is way too complex to explain this on a forum like this but I have NO reason at all to not be honest and fair about this time period in my life or to share my feelings about it.
I DID WRONG and if I had known what I know now I would have done things differently but since I was limited emotionally I had no other 'choice' than to hurt my husband and for him it was a self fulfilling prophecy, how crazy it may sound, but his emotional pattern made me do it.
I can not speak for the rest of the world but both my ex and I see this as a deep painful lesson that made us better people, unfortunately we had to hurt each other to learn this lesson.
As for the child, the scars on its soul are already made, I hope that the person who will raise the child will give it all the love it needs.
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